UPDATE: the complete homily from which this was taken is posted on Tom's website here:
I'm struck by Jeremiah's image of the hot burning coal in the chest and the Zen concept of MU:
"What is Mu? ... Do not believe it is the common negative symbol meaning nothing. It is not nothingness, the opposite of existence. If you really want to pass this barrier, you should feel like drinking a hot iron ball that you can neither swallow nor spit out."
From yesterday's homily by Tom Cornell, a deacon serving at St. Mary's parish in Marlboro NY:
In our first reading today we hear, “You duped me, Lord….” Another translation, the Jerusalem Bible has, “You seduced me Lord, and I let myself be seduced.” I was a grown man, 31 years old before I heard these words from the Book of the Prophet Jeremiah, in October 1965. Thomas Merton read them to a small group he had called to his monastery, the Abbey of Our Lady of Gethsemane in Kentucky. Merton was then and remains now, 43 years after his death, the most widely read spiritual writer in the English language. He gathered leaders of the growing peace movement (A.J. Muste, Dan Berrigan, Jim Forest, John Howard Yoder, W.H Ferry and three or four others. Phil Berrigan showed up on the last day, with a case of beer.) The war in Viet Nam was just heating up. The public still supported the war but some of us felt very differently.HT: Jim Forest
Merton called us to answer this question: By what right can we raise our voices against this war? Merton answered the question himself through the words of Jeremiah we just heard. To paraphrase: “You tricked me, Lord. I didn’t know what I was getting into speaking your word. I don’t want to do it anymore Lord. You’ve made me a laughing-stock. I make up my mind that I will speak for you no longer. But then it’s like a coal burning in my chest and I have to speak, to let it out.”
We did it because we had to. It was uncomfortable, even dangerous, given the temper of the times. A young friend of mine, a nineteen year old boy, had just been beaten to death on a street in Rochester for wearing the peace symbol, that’s all, the same symbol that you see everywhere now. (Graham Carey carved Ivan Johnson’s headstone on a hill in Truro, on Cape Cod, overlooking the spot where his ancestors first made landfall on the Mayflower, in 1620.) Soldiers in Viet Nam would be painting it on their helmets just three years later, when they and public opinion changed. But then, in 1965, it was another story.
We took comfort in Saint Paul’s advice we also just heard. “Do not be conformed to this age.” Don’t fall in step. March to a different drummer. “Be transformed by the renewal of your understanding so that you may judge what is God’s will, what is good, pleasing and perfect.
Two kicks in the head.
ReplyDeleteNever heard the Ivan Johnson story before (and can't quickly find it on the internet anywhere else).
Didn't know that more folks in the military were killing themselves than being killed these days.
I couldn't find a reference to the Johnson story either, Samuel - but 1965 was way before digitized text and the internet so I'm not really surprised that it exists only Tom's memory.
ReplyDeleteIn the rest of the homily (I've posted the link to the fully homily above in the update), Tom says that the suicides are up to one a day now.
how much some of us should be grateful some of grew up with 'god and country' as our mantra. still remember singing at my confirmation (962) 'for our faith; for our flag, Christ the King.' and i remember in march of 1965 my spanish teacher a peace button and being called 'communist', peacenik, and worse. later that same year gave me a copy of the CW never imagining 4 years later appearing before my draft board seeking a c.o. and now being denounced as 'being on drugs' because i put a u.s. flag as my site on alumni website. all this less than 30 miles from so-called 'liberal' berkeley and san francisco. well; we just got to keep on keep onning. paul quinlan
ReplyDeletei look to the people in my life and wonder - "what is god's will?" sometimes because they are so divergent
ReplyDeletethis week pursued by spiritual director via e-mail and responded to her and father of church who is interested in feminist theology
hesitation on my part
peace - seems so obvious - so difficult - can't help but teach my kids my take - "you're deep"
\can't stop video games either - big blow ups and beat ups
our bumpersticker :"i dance to a different accordion"
Yep, Paul, I know what you mean about keeping onning. Very strange world we have.
ReplyDeleteBurpenstein, teaching your kids "you're deep" is about the best Faith I know.
ReplyDeleteGood bumpersticker. I'm going into the depths og PGH next week to rent an accordion.
"Inner peace is a transformative power in the world." -- Buddha
ReplyDeleteWhen we walk down the sidewalk with peace in our hearts, there is peace in America; there is peace in the world.
Loving kindness is the way to peace.
Santidhammo
very true. Thanks, santi.
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